break is fast approaching. good, for all of us, i should think. i am ready to see family, to be silly and foolish and mocked for it in that way only siblings can manage. i can't wait to talk to mom, and grandma, to have a meaningful conversation with dad and enjoy nature as we live and breathe it. i'm sure it will seem too short when it is time to leave but i want to make each day count, every moment, the mist and the rain or the sun, if it makes an appearance. maybe i will see some friends, maybe not, but i will have reached the half way mark of my term of service and when i return to work i hope it will be with enthusiasm and determination. what matters, what are my morals, what do i think, how do i want to live life, what do i want to do... questions to continuously ask myself, day to day, moment to moment, breathing it in.